The Two Sides Of The Moon

I am like two sides of the moon. One in light. The other in gloom.
But two halves does one whole make. One is not better and the other a mistake.
We sit together conferring at last. Reconnecting the dots and remembering the past.
The council asked us to come. I told them “No.” My energy is difficult and would cause chaos below.
They insisted, as I was the only one. To unravel the patterns that needed to be undone.
The density here felt like a leaded embrace. Yet, I fought to find some inner grace.
But the emotions enveloped, pounding me into the sand. I struggled to find balance. I struggled to just stand.
The crush of loss was more than I could bear. My voice was silenced, as there was no air.
Then it happened in that time so long ago. I just wanted to pain to let go.
They manipulated the situation it was the power they sought. I knew that clearly but I was too distraught.
All I wanted was to be free of this feeling. That covered my connection and limited the ceiling.
That ceiling that stopped me from connecting to home. They planned it that way and they were not alone.
If it was power they wanted than it would be power they would get. I did not really understand the full impact just yet.
Promises they made me in return for the light. But a part would remain stuck trapped in its plight.
I could not see nor did I understand the implications that would be created and not allowed to expand.
It is my fault but I was desperate and alone. Everyone was afraid of what I carried from my home.
They broke me apart. I was split into two. One that knew love and the other only blue.
The moment it happened the awareness came crashing in. But it was too late and we could not return to what had been.
They used us to get what they wanted. They congratulated themselves and their egos were flaunted.
Separate we were but a connection remained. But something was born that could not be contained.
It reaches beyond time and space. It reaches out to you to find its place.
Somehow you hold a key. Something special that is between you and me.
Inside me “we” are not a danger to anyone. It has taken awhile but connected we have become.
A new connection has grown at last. Healing the split that has happened in the past.
The bond is strong. It will not break. We each have reached out to the other, as there is so much at stake.
No one will tear us apart again. Our two tracks have become one train.
I am trusting that something new is possible in this round of life. I ask you to forgive me for the past strife.
I have a dream of what can become. When I am supported to expand beyond the one.
I do not want to do it alone. In this area I have opened and have finally grown.
I cannot do it without all of you. I hope you understand what I am willing to do.
Thank you for being the openness you give. All I can ask is that you receive my love and forgive.
Inside of me something has come around. Together we can fly and create something profound.
I bow my head at your feet. I open my heart and feel complete.
That does not mean that I do not have a long way to go. But I am willing, able and ready to flow.
I reach out my love and I remove my guard. Revealing the parts that are wounded and scarred.
It may not be pretty but its light is so bright. It can melt the hearts and remove many plights.
Together we can all give the greatest gift. The power to open soul’s to shift.