Love Start

Love is the light that burns my heart, expands my being and initiates the start.
Beginnings are the form of God, that lights the night and creates resolve.
I feel the meanings deep inside, circling madly with the tides.
The currents of time that rush forth and through, absolving karmas that I thought I knew.
I have spent my life surrounded by mist, keeping me safe from the density that is.
The wind has blown my illusion apart, I find myself broken into parts.
Fragments of light. Fragments of sound. Agreements I made that have left me bound.
Bound so tight I can scarcely breathe. Fear constricting down on my deeper need.
The need to touch. The need of friends. Someone to understand these aches and bends.
The twists and turns now invade my pride. Breaking down the things I hide.
Painfully I join the struggling swarm. Caught in eddies that delay my form.
Trying does not freedom make. Surrender is the only consistent gate.
Railroads cross within my mind. Which way to go? I feel lost in time.
How to be that which has already been? When nothing is like I remember when.
I know that past cannot repeat. I know it is not those times I seek.
But I long for that peaceful past. When things were simple and no one had masks.
My heart feels so big it wants to explode. Into those places that humans don’t know.
How can I teach this place of flow? How can I show them what I really know?
I reach out again and again. Hoping to touch a heart and begin.
I feel their touch. I feel their help. From the ethers to my deepest self.
Half the time I spend with them. Half the time I fear the end.
The end of this life I thought I knew. Before I entered this deeper blue.
The blue of truth. The blue of sky. The heart that opens to reveal the lie.
The lie of mind. The distortion of ego. The emptiness that stops the souls libido.
I tear apart the armor inside. That kept me safe with no need to decide.
I have been born a thousand times. I have lived into these amazing times.
How does one transform the world.? Into it’s potential and power unfurled.
You always must begin with love. Reaching out with velvet gloves.
Opening up the light within. That inspires the soul and allows the wind.
The wind of love. The light of truth. Combine their forces and sneakily sleuth.
Into the patterns that hold life back. Breaking the dams to lay down new tracks.
But first there is always a flood, of feelings that have been previously judged.
Let go of right. Become the wrong. Give up your egos voice to your soul’s song.
Do you hear them all, up above? Shining a light into the doves.
The doves of peace you hold within. The messengers of truth where everyone wins.
This is the time. This is the place. Get ready because we are at the gate.
The gate that man must ultimately pass. To find fulfillment in joyous gasps.
What is beyond you cannot possibly control. It is ancient, timeless, and very old.
Old beyond this time and space. The originator of the universe is its face.
Allow that gift to shine again. Releasing fear and perceived sin.
We are evolving beyond the known. Into harmonies we are prepared to go.
Follow the tune of your hearts desire. Become the gift, which your soul never tires.
What else is there to do? It has finally gone beyond me or you.
Take a breath and finally let go. That is because it has always been so.