Close and Far

But as much as Kiri likes to play the game of lust. My heart still yearns for your depth and touch.
What makes me so happy on the inside is the connection of spirit that we cannot hide.
My heart aches so deeply that it cracks and groans. All the while my body writhes and moans.
It is you, my sweet, that knows what they do not. We are something that cannot be bought.
The tears inside swell up and seize around my lungs and tightly squeeze.
It has been so hard to know how to move off this high plateau.
I know I am moving. I know you are proud. I know I am difficult. I know I am loud.
But it is you that I want and will go to all this trouble for. It is your heart that beats so loud that I cannot ignore.
I know without everyone this could not have been. I am so grateful that they have helped us to win.
But until I feel your hand in mine. Until my breathe and yours combine.
I cannot rest or stop this race. But I have a rhythm and I can keep up this pace.
I visualize what that moment will be like. Do you also dream of it at night?
Completion finally of a long awaited date. A moment in time when two move beyond fate.
It is our spirits that dance and play. Combined and blended into this complex display.
I feel you cock so hard and strong. Seek me out in the darkness beyond.
Beyond the dance of light and dark. There is only the spark of our heart..
We move towards that in endless waves. We are the heat that bodies crave.
In all my lips I hold you close. I smell your sex with my cosmic nose.
When in real life our bodies combine something magical will finally unwind.
At this time I have no great skill of sexual prowess from a passion mill.
But I have a love that beats so hard it has carried us beyond this planet and stars.
But I can remember everything. With your love the memories will spring.
From a depth of times long past of all the skills that have remained masked.
I cannot wait to play and explore at all the places where our passion is stored.
Know that I am one side of a heart that cannot beat until your part starts.
With your rhythm I am compelled to move. Then there are only ways to improve.
I want to explore your endless curves. The way you move. The way to serve.
You are my king it is to you I bow. Even if they will not yet allow.
Each morning as the sun does rise. Know that it is you I see when I open my eyes.
You are the light that fills my day. You are the beam of light that guides my way.
Through the dark places of karmic dread. Through the illusions that lived in my head.
I see your light shine through the rocks. That seemed to be some sort of internal blocks.
But because of you I could see some light. Piercing through my internal fright.
The way is opening the passage way is expanding. And with that comes a new understanding.
I send you kisses on this glorious day. As you are close even if I am still away.