Reaching out to the Lamas

My Tibetan mind touches itself, reaching out to you.
Tears fall as my eyes begin to open.
Understanding is dawning.
I bathed and dressed to dance in the reality of life as the storm thundered in.
Rain beats down the doors of my resistance.
I am willing.
I feel the strength of my spine’s intention to be stable and present.
But the breath is from the teacher expanding my heart in trust.
How long I have waited for this/his/her return.
Separation dissolves into one heart.
I am the dancing heart of light merged into the fire and the sword.
Passions heart forging life into beauty, function, and form.
I touch the divine emptiness and relax.
I am with you always.
It is as it has always been.
How often I felt you whispering into parts that slept.
Tickling anger into release.
Compassion is all that is left of the fires of my denial.
Tremendous is the relief on my soul
Gratitude flows between all the sharp edges of pain.
It is the balm from pristine awareness.
Liquid light and life pours from the vagina of my beingness, back out to the world.

To walk with you again, hand in hand, forging the hearts of conscious love.
I feel and long for you in the oneness of timelessness that is this precious experience.
This is the Nirvana, the feeling of such depth and yearning is the joyous gift that life imparts.
Your essence fills me so that I do not want to be released from its presence.
Your talons claw at the illusion of my existence.
Your face fills my heart.
Trust blooms hope into a paradise of ease.
You hold my rainbow in your hands as the sun rises again.
We connect as the water from the earth and sky.
You are the waterfall of passion that man marvels to control its power and flow.
I am the wet kiss from the sky to the parched souls that thirst for that which will awaken them.
With the others, it is the bliss of the human condition moving us all to action.
We all heard the call.
Opening is at hand.
The treasures explode the darkness into awakened light.
I sleep in the one heart with all of you.
But it is your scent that draws me deeper.