I Sit At The Crystal Gate

Crimson cords transform the light into colors more bold and bright.
Feeling your heart I cross beyond form into the energy that transects the norm.
How I yearn to be in the space where your hands can touch my upturned face.
I hold you so deeply within my soul. We are something so ancient, something so old.
Yet in your arms I am reborn, into a light before it was scorned.
Scorched and burned my life has been. But I am remembering a place before those bends.
Remember how the road was so clear. The sky was so blue. The memory of us. The memory of you.
There you were standing in my open door. Asking if I was that ready to explore.
Those were not your words, of course. They were whispered in the wind as you came through with a force.
I looked up and saw your face. With those penetrating eyes and wisdomed grace.
Immediately I felt a calm flow through the room. I wanted to jump into your arms and fly to the moon.
But my feet felt stuck so strong to the earth. The Goddess was holding me still for all she was worth.
“Be still my daughter he must come to you. Allow him a moment to feel you through.”
I felt your touch like a conscious kiss; explore my depth deep into my abyss.
How do we walk again in this time and place? I choose to open and not defend my case.
How do you describe a taste so sweet to others who know not of spiritual feats?
When life has been such bitter tears. Sweetness is savored for thousands of years.
You are such a dessert again in this life. One that is not eaten until it is ripe.
Cascading waters fall over my head. The glaciers had melted and the waters were dead.
I took the most precious part of us and tucked it away in the cave of love.
I kept my heart safe and clear of all this conflict and all the fear.
I feel her fly and come home to roost. Now that you are here I feel my energy boost.
It is delicious, is it not, to smell the feast, before the tongue can taste the treats.
I am sending you the first spoonful of my eternal light. I am wanting to torture you with more of my delight.
We have waited long enough, don’t you think? Shortly we need to take a long and extended drink.
Like camels we have walked through the desert of life. We are each other’s oasis of water and light.
I want to drink you deeply down. Only then will I know you have been found.
When I sit in your strength and presence, it is easy for me to find my way back to my essence.
You center me with the clarity of your light. My heart is exploding and I am giving you my delight.
Feel me, hold me, touch me, mold me. Let me become more than the history told of me.
The depth is endless, the waters deep. The cosmic heart dances to only one beat.
I ripple and wave with each touch. More and more opens as we expand with this love.
Can you feel my heart pounding in my chest? Stretching out to you as I reach the crest.
I ride the wave of the eternal one. I am her daughter. You are his son.
Together we move with the rhythm and flow of the energetic pulses that make the universe go.
No one is separate from that flow. They just forgot and let the knowing go.
We are one of the many here that want to awaken others to remember and hear.
We can move the universe and never touch. But so more can be accomplished if we are allowed that much.
The time is soon. But the time is not now. We are close even if we know not how.
So I sit again at the crystal gate. Until the moment when the stars realign our fate.