Conversation with Mother Tara

Oh Mother Tara, maybe I do not yet belong here! I remember a time when it was so different. This energy is so low and unfocused in its intent here in this now of being.

You do not know that my daughter. It is the perfect ness of the unknown that allows the flow to begin in this time. Long have we all waited in the garden of the great one for the few to awaken and remember the hidden bliss of being to rekindle the fires of magic that heal the wounds of soul fragmentation.

But the bumbling loss of potentials they attempt invokes hopelessness and futility. I am trying not to stumble and falter but the road has not been tended for so long and every step I take, I must clear away the debris of minds limiting its flow and yearning. I am so tired, so deeply tired of life in this pattern of unconscious tenacious duality. How long have I been in this dance of endless time? Have I really accomplished anything in the endless dance of misery with humanity? I feel the heavy trap of preoccupation and pain. It threatens to pull everything into its black hole of existence.

Yet, it has always been so. You have defeated the millions of demons that have scratched and clawed unendingly at the fabric of nondualistic being ness. I have given you the wisdom and compassion to unite all beings. I am protecting you from the eight inner and eight outer perils. Our laughter has combined to defeat the armies of darkness before and it continues in the now. It is through these exertions on the behalf of all beings that advancement is generated and reborn into forms that inspire and regenerate the truth of life. Let us laugh again at the troubled puberty of mankind. Let us have compassion and mercy to the darkness to which they hold so tightly. They know not that they create the suffering in which they sit so somberly. You are to show them the joy of being that their hearts want to express but their minds interrupt. There are others like you that choose to be the guiding light in the storms of unevolved awareness. You are not alone. Should you need me, you know I am always here.

How do I move in this moment? I know and trust your ability to keep me safe in your cloak of invisibility. But when I shine the men contract in fear. I still do not understand the nature of the mental drama for sex and love in this place.

With my help you can tame the darkened roar of unknowingness. With my songs you can open the hearts of the demons that inhabit those suffering in karma, caught in the endlessness of duality and pain. To do this your pride must be exposed in pleasure. Your desire must be unleashed like a flood upon the parched plains. Your doubt must be dampened by truth and trust in the divine that is guiding you. Your anger needs to be unleashed and freed from restrictiveness of mind, thus allowing the old to be burned to ash and the fertility of newness be allowed to rise in my life giving embrace. The lies of your genetic line need to be revealed to the falseness in which they were created. The jealousy of others directed at your tender heart needs to be transmuted into great compassion and love. The delusions of humanity need to be expanded beyond physical existence to be seen in the light of divine clarity and understanding.

I am here to remind you that there is freedom from fear. We have spoken many times in this life for you to remember and let go. Have I not protected you from the many perils that you have faced? What is there to fear? Life is a blink in the endlessness of time. Feel my serenity. Let it inhabit your being. Let me lead you through this maze of chaos towards the goal of illumination. Sit with me on my mandala and relax into its safe knowingness. Merge our blue eyes into the sky of timeless wonder and love. Released into the compassion of truth and acceptance. Look around you. You have brought me in everywhere in your existence. The greenness in your life is the magical blood of my being enlivening your remembrance. I am the jungle inside you that reclaims what belongs to it regardless of what paths and roads your mind has created and believed were forever. Feel my heat. Be cooled by my waters. Hear my call in the voices of the jungle within. Jump and play with me in the passion of the hunter and the hunted. When someone tries to burn you down they will smell the sweet clearing smoke of my hidden sandalwood in their unconscious parts. Bend with me in the winds that are breaking across your edges now. Love never breaks. Love never dies. Love exists beyond the minds conceptualizing. Be at peace. I am here.